The Lord loves you so very much! He wants you to rest in Him. It breaks my heart to see people wrestling with guilt and fear about their salvation. They worry and wonder, "Am I doing enough? Am I good enough? I've messed up too much this week, how can God forgive me?" If you find yourself questioning your worth, remember that is deception from Satan himself. Your God loves you dearly and sent His son to die for your sins! Through Him, you are truly forgiven! Yes, we should all strive to live like Christ and honor God, but we should do that because He is our father and knows what is best for our lives...not to prove we are "good enough" to go to heaven. The Lord has saved you if you have committed to loving Him. Don't let worry and doubt cloud the peace that comes with receiving grace from God! Rest in God's promises and know that you are worthy because He is in your heart!
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast." Eph 2:8-9
Journey on!